Friday, December 24, 2004,
wanted to prank ma frens at ma class gatherin but we didnt cary out the plan...invited matthew ova at the queens cuz we were bored..we refferin to joan,beb and candice..kim tot he was ma bf..stupid dumbasses..the initial plan was to get matthew to act as ma bf n randall to act as amanda's bf but we changed it to b that randall n matt were a gay couple but they werent up to it..so it went kinda well that kim tot it was real...nt makin sense..
dad says im distant frm the family n that i smile only wen ma frens r arnd..well too bad mister...this is the true me...nt ur all smiles daughter..that was a show n the shows ova man..cant take this..im nt a goody goody for cryin out load..i hang out wit ppl like matthew n jerry cuz theyve been thru wad ive been thru n worse...they know hw it's like to make a trip to hell n back...they know..u dun...i haf secrets that i dun wanna n cant tell u cuz ur gonna go all paranoid on me..n send me fo counsillin and gimme all those stupid happy pills juz to make me one of u..normal phreaks..well..no im nt gonna do it...feelin alot of angst nw...dun gonna bother nw...feelin tired
juz got word frm amanda n she's in...class 3d..hopefully she's kiddin me cuz i dunno wad to say..its scary..if she is im so gonna die frm hyperness..k she is...cool!!!! we're so gonna wreck havoc in the class...fun fun fun..lalala..stayin at marriots ppl...so nt much updatin k...
merry xmas ppl.....
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