wow....its chirstmas eve night...9.48...thats like less than 2 hours more till christmas...i liked this year's hotel stay..got super close to my parents...im slightly bigger...gained a dress size or 2 but my outfits were turning heads...gabe..u know ahaha...

anw....wanted to go to midnight mass but cant go with sis cuz she doesnt like it [she's with her friends] then nobody wants to go with me..gabe's out with the guys so yeah nvm la ahahha..kinda like spending time with my mum and dad at home...it was quite sad that my mum had to PLEAD me to stay at home with them....it showed me how much my sis and i have been out of my parents' lives..though we're physically there..we were never really with them...

2hours till the clock strikes midnight...chirstmas...juz kinda sucks that soon the chirstmas spirit will vanish from the streets and malls....kinda sucks...really ahaha...

i'll upload the pics another day...friendster's cocking up like mad and ive gotta like change the size of the pics...no patience for it...which is a pity since its christmas soon...hmmm

well...

merry chirstmas!!!