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Sunday, June 26, 2005,

miyavi sama!!!!!..i love his hair...n he's damn gd at guitar....


9:21 PM


1OO QUESTI0NS SURVEY - FILL IT 0UT AND
REP0ST

1. Full Name: cassandra kwek [im nt tellin u my chinese name]
2. Your Nick Names: cass,cassie (only ppl in antioch call me that),sassamania,sassypoo,cassypoo,constantine,gerard,sand,sandra n alot more that i cant rmb
3. Are you bi, gay, straight, a-sexual: straight..
4. Place of Birth: singapore,NUH
5. Zodiac Sign: gemini
6. Male or Female: female
7. age: fifteen
8. School: stc
9. Occupation: student and self taught guitarist/drummer
10. Residence: emerald park,singapore

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: black
13. Hair Long or Short: shortishly long
14. Eye Color: brown-ish black
15. how do ur nails look: short...necessary fo guitar
17. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW (truthfully): yes...-hides face-
18. do u like yourself: both yes n no
20. think your attractive: er...NO!!
21. Piercings: na-da..but i wanna get my lip pierced at the bottom right corner..like miyavi's where it goes THROUGH the lip instead of AROUND it...
22. Tattoo: none but i wanna get one on my hip..like on the bone thingy
23. Righty or Lefty: rightehy

___Your 'Firsts'___
24. First RollerCoaster: wen..i...was..4 in perth,australia
25. First cell phone: nokia 3310...was a terrible phone..sme girl stole it
26. First best friend(s): none..close frens yes..its only recently tho..
27. First Award: in drama class...at 3 yrs old?? nt too sure
28. First Sport You Joined: badminton...taught by my dad
29. First pet: a pekinese..a dog k?
30. First vacation: to perth
31. First Concert: simple plan 'still nt gettin any' concert
32. First True Love: no...such...thing

___ Favorites___

33. Movie: none..
34. TV Show: titus(altho thats nt shown anymore),drew carey show,who's line
35. Color: black
36. Band: currently its mityavi fo j-rock n slipknot fo english
37. Song: POP is dead by miyavi n eyeless by slipknot
38. Food: chocolate..chocolate..anything sweet n can get me high
39. Drink: dr pepper
40. Candy: none in particular
41. Sport : badminton
42. Fav sport To Watch: swimming..kinda cool to see hw fast they can swim
43. Brand Of Clothing: non in particular..as long as its nice i dun mind
44. Stores: ???
45. School Subject: chem,PE,MT(its like free period)
46. Animal: dogs...cats....
48. Magazines: rock sounds,SHOxx,SPECIAL,edge,Kerrang!,rolling stone,guitar world,guitar player,rythem,metal maniacs...n i cant rmb the rest

___Currently___

49. Eating: nothing
50. Drinking: nothing
52. Online?: currently 11 in total
53. Listening to: dialog frm 'the last samurai'
54. Thinking About: my crush
55. Wanting To: sleep
56. Watching: the com screen as lil words keep poping onto the screen

___Your Future___

58. Want Kids?: yeah...2..
59. Want to Get Married?: look at the previous qst n tell me if the ans u want is not alrdy in ur face
60. Careers in Mind: guitarist n back up vocals of my band,singer,artist,actor

__Which is Better With The Opposite/Same Sex___

67. Cute or Sexy: HAWT!! -clears throat-
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes...definately
69. Hugs or Kisses: er...both?? i dunno
70. Short or Tall: tall..im short..-weeps-
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing..y would u wan smeone so serious??
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: both...
73. Fatty or Skinny: SKINNY!! DUH!!...so i must lose weight nw..teehee
74. Sensitive or Loud: mix of both....? yeah...balance
75. Hook-up or Relationship: the diff is??
76. Sweet or Caring: both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both...balance

___Have You Ever___

78. Kissed a Stranger: no...that'll b wrong
79. drank Alcohol: yes...many times
80. Smoked: no..but i do wanna try smetimes
81. Ran Away From Home: yes...
82. Broken a Bone: nope..dun intend to tho
83. Got an X-ray: yup fo my dentist
84. Broken Someones Heart: yeah...damn was it fun...the guy was a total jerk
85. L0VED SOMEONE: er...noooooooo
86. Turned Someone Down: yup
87. Cried When Someone Died: yup...when my granpa died
88. Cried At School: silently

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: smetimes n thats bad..i noe
90. Miracles: smetimes
91. Love At First Sight: smetimes
92. Ghosts: yup..terrified of them
93. Aliens: no..thats stupid
94. Soul Mates: nt really...
95. Heaven: nt really...but i wanna try
96. Hell: yes..n its scary
98. Kissing on The First Date: er..unless i really like the guy..yes
99. Horoscopes: yup cuz its almost all true

___Answer Truthfully___

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: i cant say who exactly cuz im nt sure whom he likes...i think all of us have this problem...n it sucks

8:10 PM


i noe hw to post pcitures...finally.....well...went back to antioch ysdt..dragged diana along but it was damn fun

turns out that sandra n randall were hosting AND sandra forgot who i was...so we had an introduction session...lol it was so funny..we had to share our most embaressing moment n smething that the bunch didnt noe about...alot of laffs....then we had to share er...wad was that..er...wait no..we had to get into our already grouped pairs set by the hosts...i was paired with matthew...talked crap...came to sharin n we were stuck...die lah...we all fini sharin then it came to closin prayer n sandar led it..


she said individually on wad each of us shared...came to me n she didnt noe wad to say....she juz stopped went 'erm...er...erm...ermmmmmm' then there was a huge uproar of laffter..i forced it out wen really i was tearin up..couldnt believe i made such lil impact on other ppls lives..it sucked ass man...so well gracie asked her to go anti-clockwise n start frm cornell...again afta matthew it ened up at me...n guess wad...she still couldnt rmb a thing about me..cant blame her fo nt rmbin but i was the only one who wasnt 'remembered' so id did hurt a lil..but i still cant blame her..

she sought help frm randall that was sittin bside her...randall helped...was keepin my head down n tryint to laff with my face all red frm embaressment n frm control of my tears....well..she stammered about 3 times b4 she asked randall to say it n he juz had to say my most embaressin inccident..wow...hw lucky i am...
afta prayer it was time to give the sign of peace to each other...gave to all except jerry n nick or wad's him name....n randall too..i did hwever thank him fo rmbering sme thing about me....diana n i decided to join the rest fo dinner ...joanne wanted to treat me but i juz dun feel rite wen ppl treat me...she gave me 10 but i didnt dare use it...didnt wanna either so i gace it back to her wen diana n i were gg hme...i finally made up with esther..[a load off my shoulders..i haf a fren again!!!]


went to the mrt stn with diana...she took bus instead...i waited fo the mrt cuz i had missed it by the time i reached the top of the escalator at the platform...waited waited n waited impatiently b4 seen 2 famialiar faces...the physco 'gay' a.k.a matthew n the person i expected least to rmb me a.k.a randall...took the train down with them to tbp n then came hme to use the com but had to log off early cuz i was spose to wake up at 6.30 but we ended up wakin @ 7am...


went to Immaculate heart of mary church fo cherly,aunty elaine n uncle terry's RCIA thing....then afta 2 hrs of mass we had breakfast n i met andre(diana's fren) n cordelia...then we went down to maisy's party all the way in semei wen we were in serangoon....was damn tired but we stayed there until 3.30 b4 gg hme...(omg my leg is bleedin..hw cool..dad says i shouldnt b playin with blood..lol n he called me a ghost in chinese...funny way fo speakin chinese man)


here's 2 pics of gackt chan...so cute rite..i'll try to uplaod more nw n then..i got sme cute ones of him actin like a lil boy...


6:15 PM