alright i try and make this snappy and i'll fill in the details some other time.

tmr's my retest AND stats test. i wanna thank lenny,rizal,belle and yana,fatin,sab oh and mabel for teaching me at such short notice and being so patient with me while i asked question after question for everything regarding that dreaded subject.

i feel confident now for my stats test. but i worried for my retest. i'll be getting susan leong who hates my guts and called me arrogant and overconfident [will elaborate later] OR jenny chew who is my lab skills teacher and hates all those who failed their skills.

i need to pass and i can rmb everything i studied but when im there with the people who make me feel so small i wanna just run and i cant rmb fuck. gotta dress up nice to appease those 2 bitches.

i need to pass. i hope i get catheterization again or NGT insertion and aspiration. PLEASE!!! i need to pass..i dont wanna retake this module and graduate 6 months after. i wanna graduate with my friends. i want to leave NYP...its fucked up the way the nursing lab skills are carried out, thank goodness Ms Ng Thai Lee told me i was chosen to go to this compulsory meeting with the director for some monthly meet and greet kinda session. its about time. i think i speak for the majority that we'vehad enough of all this nonsence. i love NYP dont get me wrong but i hate the way the nursing skills are being run this semester. its crazy fuck!.

anw i gtg read through my stats and nusing lab notes.

will update later on during the weekend.

goodnight sweethearts.