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Tuesday, July 19, 2011,

a new era has begun
the jocasster one....still havent found a good name yet. will follow up.
she came over,hugged me to sleep,asked me if i would be there for her and i said yes, so here we are.

one thing though,4hours or sleep isnt fun when your on night again.
hungry,sleepy,tired and missing her.
conflicted,i dont know which should be first in line. im so nuah.....

1:19 AM

Monday, July 18, 2011,

My life reads like the classifieds.
Pages of what's for sale; what's on the auction block.
Attention bidders! It's Lot 45.
He's got a decent voice, he's got that crooked smile.
Hold on, you haven't heard the best yet.
He writes good storylines, he's got those honest eyes.
So take him home for just $9.95.
He'll sing the songs you like, he'll keep you warm at night.

Back down, cash out, that's the city for ya.
Break down and back out, and get what's coming to you.
When you said you were falling apart I thought you meant that you were falling apart.

I'm not the type to forget about nights like this,
when every single move that I make is documented and scored for style points.
The once ambitious one now holds the smoking gun.
And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be?

Back down, cash out, that's the city for ya.
Break down and back out, and get what's coming to you.
When you said you were falling apart I thought you meant that you were falling apart.

Will you be the first one to tell the neighborhood paper
and all my family and friends that still care?
Did you buy what I sold and did you feel what I told you?
I hope that you still do. Will you promise yourself, that this isn't all we've got?

Back down, cash out, that's the city for ya.
Break down and back out, and get what's coming to you.
When you said you were falling apart I thought you meant that you were falling apart.

1:42 AM


found my blogger account. YAY!!
so 2 yrs on and len and i are no more. Noel (the most recent one) and i are no more either.
just not fated to be attached really.
but there is someone on my mind (talking about stuff on my mind,i need to change my template badly...this was sooooo 2009)

single and happy with my awesome on my right and bestie on my left.
life couldnt be any better now. IM SO FRICKIN HAPPY I COULD GRIN MY LIFE AWAY!!!

12:33 AM