well i scored a A in bio...can i say BOOOOYAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!...wow...well i hope i can do well or as well in my nursing lab test on tues...im so screwed...was supposed to write out my meds into cue card form but bought the wrong size...so im searching up on terms in the med.sheet that i dont know..whee..not
so....gabe's off at sentosa watching girls...or so thats what they thought they'd do...then they realize HEY!! more guys than girls ahaha...asses ahaha...oh and lets not forget it rained!!!! wakkakakakak...thats what u get for feeding your male urges ahaha...
starting to feel the weight of school...the projs and shit like that...this week ive got nursing lab pract test on tues and theory test on wed..next week its sociology test and the following's my law and ethics presentation that we've barely stared on...im...really not liking school
met somo on the way home from school on friday..it was nice to see an old friend...
i'll tell u guys the story of the triple potato vending machine inccident other time...
khairul and i are not talking at all..after my stupid ass of a mistake i mean hey...i dont expect him to forgive me that easily..it was a bad outburst..it wont change...he didnt reply my letter...i dont blame him...been a week now..laspsing into 2 now...yeah
i was juz drifting off in mass today when all the good and bad stuff juz came flooding in my mind..like the whole time...every moment we had juz played out in my mind...like those cliche movie scenes where the actress/actor juz sits there in some park or crowded area and allowes his/her mind to drift back into their memories..play it out...
the priest was saying the homily, his voice slowly tuned out and the first day of attachments juz played...my eyes were opened...i rmbed every word said out...it rang clear in my ear...i drifted back..like i was pulled...into my own memories...everytime i blinked the memory stopped, like it was put on pause, but then i'd relax and it'd play on again....thats how it goes
everything came back...and it ended with the same scene i ended our story with...we...walking away...i miss him..i miss my bro..my friend...
then i thought about gabe and the good..bad and too too good things...soothed me...then i'd blink...one last time..to end all memories and pull myself back from my world of living as a third person in my life...to live and critique my life as it goes by...blink..
blink...
blink...
blink...
blink...
pop..
im back here again..where my heart already broken is trying to heal...with gabe..i know i can do anything...with gabe i know my sanity is kept in sync....with gabe...my life is complete...
1. Your name plus "ness"?♥ cassandraness...ahah coolios
2. Two feelings at the moment?♥ limp and resigned..those 2 counted feelings?? ahaha
3. What are you listening to right now?♥ mindfreak by criss angel..-whispers- areuready??
4 . Done anything you regret so far this week?♥shoudve bought a diff size of cue cards
5. Describe where you are right now?♥ living room on the sofa with my laptop and watching tv
6. The highlight of your week?♥ gettin an A in bio...
7. What are you craving to have right now?♥ gabe..sleepover...viceroy
8. Who were the last people you ate with?♥ the whole fam
9. What are you scared of?♥ disappointment,failure,winning,responsibility,love,life,heights,solo
10 . Last songs you sang out loud?♥ scar by missy higgens [i think thats how u spell it]
11. Are you thinking of someone right now?♥ yeah..gabe
14. Who is the last person you talked to?♥ dad..asked him to turn the fan..with a please infront ahaha
15. Last thing you downloaded on yourcomputer?♥ franz ferdinand song ahah..YEAH!!
16 . Have you changed much this year?♥ yup...emotionally [bad and good], physically [fluctuating weight=dress size],mental[smarter hell yeah!!! more determined i think ahah]
19. Hug or kiss?♥ hugs....you feel the love and warmth juz enveloping your whole being
23. Who was the last person to text message you?♥ rosh...her 'hahax...k [smiley face]' msg ahahh
24. Where was the last place you went to besides where you are?♥ plaza singapure
26 . Do you speak any other language other than english?♥ abit of chinese and malay
27. Last thing you watched on TV?♥ prev episode of mindfreak...
28. Do you dress for style or comfort?♥ comfort then style
29 . Name someone with the same b-day as you?♥ eh....charlie from busted[was]...hah...
30. Ever had a drunken night in mexico?♥ nope...OLE!!
31. Whats the craziest thing you've done?♥ started taking off the skinnies i was trying infront of gabe..forgettin that i was in the changing room and that there were ppl looking in...whoops
32. Favorite color(s)?♥ royal purple,red,maroon,black,blue,yellow,hot pink etc
33. Who's your favorite cereal?♥ lucky charms...yummmy marshmellows
34. What is your favorite MichaelJackson song?♥ black or white..i think thats the song title
35. Who do you love?♥many but gabe's NO.1!!!! numero uno!! di yi!!
36. Any plans right now?♥ study for lab...
37. What are your plans for tonight?♥ relax and then work my ass off tmr
38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow?♥ sleeping at night
39. Last time you smiled?♥ this afternoon,gabe called while i was in the car..used my hat as a shield...
40. Who do you wanna be with right now?♥ gabe...ahah...
1. How's your life lately? scroll back up
2. When was the last time you went out?`this morn..to mass and to lunch..
3. What movies u wanna watch?`enchanted,reruns of 300 and hairspray
4.What was the last movie you saw?`i now pronounce u chuck and larry in the cinema..aeon flux juz now at home...on hbo ahah
5.The last place you went?`plaza singapura
6. Last person u saw?`dad...walked into his room...im in the hall..everyone passes by me ahah
7.Missing someone?`GAAAAAABBBBBEEEEEEE u monkey!!!
8.What made you smile today?`gabe's stupidness over the phone ahah
9. Are you scared to fall in love?`no...falling out yes
10.Ever thought you were in love?`yes and i am in love now
11. Fallen in love before?`yes yes ahah
12. What is your status right now?`attached...soon to be mrs fransis...ahah
13 . What were you doing this morning at 7 am?`sleeping...very soundly
14.What were you doing this morning at 10 am?`rushing around the house gettin ready to leave for mass
15. What were you doing this morningat 12pm?`shopping at plaza
16.Do you have a tattoo?`no but i want like...4..one on my shoulder blades, side,shoulder and ankle..if possible a full sleeve
17. Things you have to do everyday?`bathe,charge my mp3 and listen to it..sing and write,,sleep
18 . Are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?`yes...
19. The last thing you said to one ofyour girlfrends?`wow i cant rmb ahah
20. Rate your day 1-10.`7-fairly fine...
21. Did anything exciting happen today?`got high going off key to the chirstmas carols being played in the shopping mall
22. Type something that is on your mind?`omg that guy on tv was so fricken hot!!! wonder if i'll see my morning crush tmr..i hope so
23. How many things in your past do you regret? alot...so many i cant rmb them
24. Quarrel with someone recently?`scroll up again please
25.Do you have a best friend?`GRACIEPOO!!!!
26. Would you want 1 best friend or many normal friends?`both.. to have and to hold..wow sounds like marriage aahhah
27 What do you want to be when you grow up?`wanna be like a counsellor[sp?] or like listen to ppl and play METAL!!!! -MASTER!! MASTER!!!-
28. Do you like your life?`its fine....ups and down but without pain what's there to treasure
29. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?`not sure...
30.Do you have more friends that are boys.`no...girls school for 10 yrs with boy contact only from sunday school..
31. last person you chat on the phone?`gabe...wheee [omg omg omg sabastian bach!!!]
32. how long have you had friendster?`eh...dunno and dont bother to check
33. Have you ever skipped school? eh...wow...no..im so good...
34. What is the last person you message?`rizal..eh that medicine thing..what to they mean by c/c and d/c
35. any plans for today?` now...sleep
36. any plans for tomorrow?`wake..school..home..study like crap..sleep
37. any songs u lyk?`OLD SCHOOL ROCK N METAL!!!!
38. what time is it?`8.10pm
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