wanted to prank ma frens at ma class gatherin but we didnt cary out the plan...invited matthew ova at the queens cuz we were bored..we refferin to joan,beb and candice..kim tot he was ma bf..stupid dumbasses..the initial plan was to get matthew to act as ma bf n randall to act as amanda's bf but we changed it to b that randall n matt were a gay couple but they werent up to it..so it went kinda well that kim tot it was real...nt makin sense..

dad says im distant frm the family n that i smile only wen ma frens r arnd..well too bad mister...this is the true me...nt ur all smiles daughter..that was a show n the shows ova man..cant take this..im nt a goody goody for cryin out load..i hang out wit ppl like matthew n jerry cuz theyve been thru wad ive been thru n worse...they know hw it's like to make a trip to hell n back...they know..u dun...i haf secrets that i dun wanna n cant tell u cuz ur gonna go all paranoid on me..n send me fo counsillin and gimme all those stupid happy pills juz to make me one of u..normal phreaks..well..no im nt gonna do it...feelin alot of angst nw...dun gonna bother nw...feelin tired

juz got word frm amanda n she's in...class 3d..hopefully she's kiddin me cuz i dunno wad to say..its scary..if she is im so gonna die frm hyperness..k she is...cool!!!! we're so gonna wreck havoc in the class...fun fun fun..lalala..stayin at marriots ppl...so nt much updatin k...

merry xmas ppl.....

today, wad happened today?

well today's ma mum's bday so we went out fo lunch. i woke up late so yes..it was lunch. i had received news that the antiochers were gonna go out last nite but i told jeanne that i mite pop by fo awhile cuz i was gonna b in orchard. so met them at orchard mrt but the only ppl there were jeanne n esther at that time. upon waitin fo a few more mins, matthew arrived n we proceeded down to wisma....there we met racheal,n jeanne asked her fren along too...i had ta leave cuz i told ma rents i was gonna b at the library. so rushed there,got two books n met the bunch again in taka. but had ta leave fo hme afta 10 mins of their company.

we got a cake fo mum n then went hme. was bored n decided to think about random stuff. suddenly this great idea came to me n ive planned to prank everyone on the 22nd durin ma class party..man i feel so evil..i called esther in hope of findin matt's presence following her. but i found out that jerry,reuben,alex n sme other guys along wit jeanne,racheal n sme other girl..im nt good wit names..i apologize fo that. i shall nt tell u wad the prank is cuz it'll juz ruin the fun..expecially fo ma classmates...hahahaha..this is gonna b so good...but i gotta tell bebe n joan bout it so that they dun spoil the moment. man this is gonna rock!!! whooohooo

ive been online fo..lemme count..been on since..um..4..nw its 9.32..so ive been on fo 5hrs n 32mins..thats nt very long..but i dn really care...i need ta get smethin..i juz dunno wad..

jerry tried on the eyeliner i gave him last nite. he told me he was gonna send me a pic of him in it wen he was done. n he was ambitious to try on the dark circles. reported to me sayin that he looked like a drag queen..hahaha...okay..nt very good...i offered ma help but he said no..so i'll juz wait..im gonna try it on ma sis one day cuz i need help in ma drawins too....n i need new styles fo ma make-up..so he went to bath n guess wad...he didnt send me the pic....JERRY U OWE ME A PIC!!! n i wanna c u in it dammit!!!! hurry!!!!

christmas's comin..none of ma pal's given me a pressie..kinda saddenin..but well cant do anything....especially HE didnt give me anythin...well....nvm then..always nxt yr..oh yeah..i'll b stayin at the marriots hotel this xmas eve till the 27th..so there wont b much updatin...not like i update everyday...but yes u geddit..amanda's commin ova ta the swimmin pool at nite on the eve ta eat ice cream n rot ther wit me as we look into xmas...i mite invite the antiochers if they're nearby the orchard area...bribe them wit ice cream....ben n jerry's...yum...cookie dough...damn...gettin hungry already..k peace out!!! merry xmas yall!!