OMG ITS FREDDIE REBORN!!!!! LOOKS [kinda] LIKE HIM..SOUNDS SOOOO MUCH LIKE HIM!!!! OMG!!!! ARGH!!!!

this song's been in ma head for days...its so freddie-like ahahahah yay!! song sounds queen-ish too ahahaha yay!!! im so happy!!





k my attempt to wake up early [6am] to go run as failed time n time again cuz i havent been sleeping lately...yes ppl NO sleep.. n when i do manage to do so,im asleep at 5.45am..n there's no way IM gg to drag my sleep deprived ass outta bed n into my running attire people!! NO WAY!!





so anw..today at mass[which we went late cuz dada woke up late frm his nap] and we sat in like the 5th pew frm the altar,inbetween this ultra huge family and the youngest worn/daughter kept staring at me with her ultra huge round eyes..she reminded me of those small huge eyed furry monkey-like creatures resting deep in the amazon forest...ahah yes so but she was clad in pink so she was a pink small huge eyed furry monkey-like creatures..cute none the less but the resemblence was juz too great





seth's b'day tmr...he's soooo cute


here's the pics of him at ma u uncle n aunt's wedding anniversary celebration a month back:


















































that lil girl in pink is ma cousin..maisy...she's a bundle of joy but when she was super sick im early jan it broke ma heart to see her in the hospital bed,limp and pale..

anw..so seth's a malay/chinese..cousin belinda married a malay,leki, and cousin lynn's coming back with annaliese n boo kun this june afta being in the USA fr a yr..anneliese's super super smart n she's barely 3..her thought process is so rapid..she's super smart.. i'll put up her pic in my other post..too much info on this post already...rmb to watch the vid k???

i ditched work today to stay at home and rest/slack
i havent been sleepin well for the whole week..i dunno why but i juz cant sleep..spend like 3 over hours tossing n turing,waking and snoozing b4 sleepin at like 7am,leavin me only 45 mins to rest b4 gettin up n gettin ready for work..
torment..mild insomia for 7 days can kill

anw..mark n i havent been talkin but atleast we're not fighting..so great improvement on our relationship
gabe came over today to spend sometime with me but then sis n melia came over n he bcame sad so we then watched heroes n channel surfed for what felt like eternity b4 we were alone n able to talk n solve our probs..
he left at 6.30...afta the rain died down..

had loadsa stuff fo dinner n therefore feel fat..im so gg to run in the morning..i dont care!!! IM FAT!!!
bea's starting work AGAIN with me since she aint leaving for aust now..we're plannin on gettin pierced during break on monday but im juz afraid they wont allow me to get a trans one..i really dun wan ma mum to find out..or ma sis..or dad meow juz hope no infection occurs wadsoever
lakisha frm AI is so cool!!!! i love her voice!!! but it scares me but its soooo coool
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i told gabe about jojo's song 'how to touch a girl' and he thought of it in a sick way..i mean..i need someone who can tug at my heartstrings..i dont care about he good his hand is..guys...wad can i say

k so fbt has been callin me a slutcuz i told him i want nipple piercings and also cuz of my past, an outcast to society and the devil's spawn

he tried to opress me with his views n called me immature..asking me to change to fit society..apparently he hates rebels so everyon stear clear of him..there's a rebel in everyone of us..

he rejects me...my catholic brother..sad really but yeah

its really nice fo cus cus to talk to me suddenly online..now he knows hw ive been which is not so good

i feel like shit nw..really down n not even buah keluah can cheer me up..all those who dunno wad that is..google it..

ahhh well work tmr so nt lookin forward to it but atleast its a distraction of some sort from the life i lead at home and outside work

this is the i wish you were here vid by incubus..live at red rocks n its damn cool..it moves me alot..to get the crowd to sign so loudly..n i wish mark were here with me now..