i hate this feeling

i hate nt noeing who my frens r.
seems to me only a few can the trusted
the ones who i relied on haf slipped thru my fingers
like fine grains of sand
now lost in the vast beach of confusion.

confuzzlement

dammit

i wanna play drums,
i hate feelin alone
i hate gg n doing stuf alone.
i hate being alone.

neck hurts.
anw

im into razorlight nw...n really really abstract art.
think im gonna go paint lata or smething.

razorlight:vice

Wild is the wind that strips away our sins
Yours is the night, but you don't know where to begin
But I heard you say
You've got a feeling that it's just around the bend
I heard you say
Sometimes you fall into the arms of no-one at all
I mean to say that that's alright
I did what I could!
Oh, sometimes I run
Yeah, sometimes I fall
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later

Yours is the fire that gets in my head
Mine is desire, so let it burn down your bed
Cause I heard about those stories, yeah
I guess everyone has
I heard them say sometimes you fall
Just on your own with no-one at all
I mean to say that that's alright
I did what I could!

Oh, sometimes I run
Yeah, sometimes I fall
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later

Oh, sometimes I run
Yeah, sometimes I fall
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later
L.O.V.E, I'll see you later

<----- johnny borell...hehe

i wont b home,but will remain contactable. why?
well...
lets see.

31st may-2nd june: Comfirmation camp all the way in jurong in sme place unknown to me

7th june- 10th june: spending my b'day at camp jeremiah.a new way to spend ur sweet 16 haha.

esther's probly laffin at the camp jeremiah thing.its kinda weird to b gg to a camp thats named afta ur fren. eg: camp andrea or camp esther or camp bebe...okay the bebe one's weirdest haha...

hmmm micheal juz added me to msn...afta addin me lightyears ago to his friendster list..hmmm mayb its the cleaning..

oh yea.my church ministry fo confirmation,since i cant b in CE where there is music involed, is cleaning the church.
our first session:thurs 11th may.

the girls [andrea diana n i..berna was spose to b with us but SHE WAS LATE!! n didnt do ANYTHING!!! ahaha but we still love u skinny] were dubbed,firstly by bebe then by the guys, cinderella

so i felt it was unfair n decided to call the guys smething alone the lines of maid n cinder-smething.[guys were putera,micheal n gregory]

haha i called gregory,cuz he's small n scrawny with a rather high ptiched voice fo a 16th yr old n didnt noe hw ta cheat at wiping pews fast, cinderfella...ahahaha geddit?? cuz he's in the same situation as us n he's a guy-maid nt a butler??? geddit geddit geddit???? ahhh poo...

the exam week in wrappin up...my life is gettin better.im down to 4 more papers,2 written n 3 multi choice ones.then its off to the parish hall to play drums drums n more drums. ive got bebe n andrea hooked onto it. i cant wait to play. ahahaha...

drums i love u i really do,
wen im withuot u my heart beats fo u