so i was sing-doodleing n i juz thought about hw mark n i havent been sms-ing n talkin n meetin up i mean i can deal with that..i seriously can but..i guess ive learnt to hurt less when i think about it

so anw..i came up with there 2 lines for a chorus

why bother to love,
when it isnt free??
whats wrong with life,
is it all juz me??

n then i juz managed to come up with the rest of the chorus:
im hanging by a thread
can u pick me
up from me?
can u save me from my skin?

the i guess ive got 2 lines down for the verse
like a ragdoll placed above the crowd
swung about n not to b put down

recorded them all on ma phone for future ref so to continue the song one day smeday..i know it sounds kinda weird n normal but i guess thats me..normal..

well im still thinking if i should go get ma lip pierced tmr wit bea as planned..i dunno if i wanna give up that much cahs yet..im kinda low on moolah at the moment..which reminds me mum hasnt given me ma allowance..hmm meow n oh yeah..=)

tmr's indulgence day..where i get as full lunch with beatrice..also a way of celebratin her return to the torture house..=)

ah bored..seth's bday lunch today was kinda cool...food was bah but cake was
WOAH!!!


it was like chocolate ice cream cake with a layer of chocolate mirenge(sp?) crumble in the middle...heavenly..

nt as heavenly tho since i cldnt get ma mind off mark..n hw he hasnt replied me in ages..i juz dun get it..he's so busy already n then he tells me he needs to enroll in la salle n get started on his driving lessons..plus work..doesnt that mean no me in his life?? i dunno..i cant understand him..i dunno hw to cuz we are nt that close ahah irony rite??

all u single girls out there..rmb k?? its nt that good to b in a relationship..