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Saturday, November 20, 2004,

emotional scars hurt the most
it never leaves cuz its lodged sunggly in ur mind
it constantly haunts u and u cant run away
forever it will remain
safely in ur mind

emotional scars hurt the most
people keep tellin u how to act
how to talk
how to be
how to live ur life
so there's no freedom at all
none

so u try to pull through
each and every single god damn day
and u struggle with the burden that burns on ur soul
every second is a mental torture

ur hurtin inside but nobody gives a damn
ur breakin down but u cant cry out loud
there's a lump in ur throat but u cant cry
u dont wanna show that ur're weak
cuz u live ur life in a fish bowl
people r lookin at u ll the time

emotional scars hurt the most
y??
i dunno
mayb u can tell me


10:58 PM

Friday, November 19, 2004,

choir's takin up all the hols...its like...wah???...4 times a week..esther n i r talkin to evan -waves-...he's our new found sadistic fren....yes..teletubbies r gay n thats smethin u gotta accept man....anyway..me has gotten am streamins results n i got into combi 3.1 which is class 3d....tracy was suppose ta b in ma class but she bein a total mofo might haf taken up the offer of goin into combi2(class 3a)...yes the mofo...dammit..esther was suppose ta go to combi 3.2(class 3b) but got into ma class...yay!!! hannah's in ma class...so esther n i r preparin the destruction of her life form...rite...not makin sence ut yes.....me very bore now...been readin slash fo the past few days...n kept laffin at it...mrs lim..our choir conductor..has been makin weird actions to make us sing...k me gonna go now...peace out..

9:48 PM