so in response to belle's lil shoutout..
yes i dunno how to update my blog. XD. bite me.

so update...

school's routine 2 week recess was extended by another week due to 1 confirmed case of H1N1. whee and thank u lord for hearing my prayer!!

last week we had our class bbq at my place. omg it was so damn fun!! wish we could do it again!! my classmates are crappy has hell..but i love them still!! ahaha!! whoohoo!!
it sucks that its only on the final semester of every graduating year that people slowly start to mingle and find that they really enjoy the company of their classmates. next year, all of us wont be this close. there wont be any time. time really is the essence. but life goes on. that was june 24th. and that was the day i found a squashed cockroach in my washing machine. yuck.

june 25th 2009. the king of pop dies. micheal jackson died at the age of 50. god bless his soul.
i remember being 3 and picking up the newspaper, a weak attempt to mimic my grandpa, looking at the headlines that screamed out 'Jackson marries Presley'. i remember listening and dancing to his songs and i vaguely remember today parts of his various videos. waking up on that faithful thursday, i didnt even know that he had left us. mum always leaves the news on in the morning and i was way too lazy to change the channel. i glanced up casually, not really giving a damn about the news, only caring about the latest H1N1 count in singapore. and there at the bottom of the screen it read: 'LATEST: MICHEAL JACKSON DIES AT 50 OF POSSIBLE CARDIAC ARREST.'

there was a moment of silence..
nothing registered..
shock..
is this for real?
yes it is honey. it is. and boy does it stink.
R.I.P MJ..the world salutes you.

peopl call him wacko and yes he does look hideous but...thats cuz when society raises you up and gives you fame, they can destroy you as easily. to me, he became what he was because of that. a perfectionist thrust with stellar expectations no man could achieve. what can you do?

mtv now airs his videos, tributes are on the way. but they never last long. give it a week or 2 and it'll blow over. the legend will die down and everyone will go back to 'oh MJ the crazy dead guy'. oh well. he'll live in our heart. thats all that matters.

-when you're bored, you dont call,
i dont know cuz you didnt wanna talk much.
all of a sudden u msg me
telling me as if its totally acceptable,
that you're gonna hangout with her.
how do you EXPECT me to react?
take it lying down? hell no.
i get upset, u get angry.
what?
so we cool down and u decided not to go.
i ask you why?
u said she asked u out cuz she just got back from m'sia
besides u were bored so u said yes.
but when i check ur phone honey,
YOU asked HER out.
YOU msged HER if SHE was busy.
SHE msgs back saying :
'having early dinner now. what you wanna do my dear? :)'
and u tell her u wanna hang out and she says she'll come down and pick you up.
liar...but i hold it in..till now..im still holding it in.-

many times i asked u after i saw the msg but u still tell me ur lies.
how could you.
how do you expect me to react?
yes im shaken, wouldnt you? after u almost tried to return me your ring right smack in the middle of ikea after we watched transformers with ur mum. we fought cuz why? cuz i thought ur mum wanted an ice cream cone and u got pissed cuz u had ice cream all over ur hands and they were sticky.

still i love you.
is this what u call emotional abuse?