a msg frm joan soon on the 30th of april at 22:50:49
it goes:
behind your smiles, i konw there are sorrows.
behind your laughter,i know there is tears.
but i want u ta knoe that behind you ,its me who always cares for you...
lovia!

joan,if ur readin this, i juz wanna say thanks alot. its always you who cheers me up wit ur cute yet meaninful msgs..it helps ease the pain..

well...today..disasterous...thats hw mass was...will tell u the entire thing in point form.

-took bus down to BSC
-was walkin wen i saw teresa juz behind me
-talked to her
-she tells me that she's meetin matthew n joan
-walks into church compound wit her
-matthew says i look 'handsome-er' which im nt surprise cuz jeffrey calls me that
-goes in wit matthew,joan n teresa n turns out we sit wit HIM
-sat nxt to teresa which was at the far end of pew
-was nxt to drum set
-wanted to play but we were at mass
-was depressed alrdy by family shit
-teared a lil but stopped
-then felt n figured that HE was completely ignorin me
--he looked a lil near my direction then looked away
-felt worse n face turned hot n tears were comin out
-afta mass HE juz left wit wad i think is his mum...
-surprised jona n matthew by sayin my gd byes afta gg to damien center wit them
-was walkin off wen i met sam...nt sam cheong...the OTHER sam
-she said hi to me n i nodded my head b4 leavin
- went to bee chng's hse to study
-came hme to cry on phone to tracy

im damn sad k
stress frm -choir
-family probs
-BGR/crushes

i juz feel so low nw......