okay so now im at starbucks with brenda doing work and slacking [this is part of it] but ive got an excuse to do so cuz ive DONE MY WORK!!!! involving my lappie....ive yet to write my objectives for my learning guide..no thanks to amirah {SITI} and lenny who made me the group leader for my shift..im sad..

I HATED SHIFT TODAY!! couldnt sleep till 1 am cuz the weather was fucking screwed!! slept for 3 hours and draged myself outta the house to find that HEY!! my stupid shoe sole is out again!!! so ran up to change shoes and ran outta the house again cuz i was running late..lack of sleep induces a state of surreal wonderment which also causes a bad perception of time. so chiong-ed outta the house to get to work by 6.30 which worked...

only good thing about the entire day was that the company was great!! mabel and zhiling werent there but nvm la...and im in the same cubicle as lenny that means i learn loads!!! wakaakakaka.... knowledge is POWER...but too much causes massive headaches like the one im suffering from now. people keep asking me if im local.PEOPLE THE ANSWER IS YES!!! just speak good english..but ah fuck a cow who really cares...

ive gotta new eye candy!!! ahahah but i rarely see him..he always takes the 3.20 nel train from little india to outram..whee!!! ahahah

kinda dreading going to work tmr...i can ignore certain factors but the thing that puts me off? screaming crying children..gah! but nvm...we need to know shit like this..


i swear if that monkey tries to fucking pop that balloon..im gonna pop his balls and all of his friends' if they attempt to do the same...


NEED SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

k before i tell u how my 2 weeks of attachments have been let me just give some shout out to my friends..

to liliy!!! BABE I MISS YOU LA!!! bumping into u on the way to KKH was so nice!!! made my day!! i cant wait to u see u guys again when school starts!!

to fiza: YES U FINALLY FOUND ME!!! sorry babe for not telling u but i really take my hat off to u man...you still make that small yet magnanimous action of staying in contact with us..thanks babe and i hope to meet up with u soon!!


ALRIGHT SO....
lets start with my 1st week of attachments OBS!! thats obstetrics a.k.a care of mother just before delivery and after delivery inclusive of a nursery FULL of newborn babies!! they were all so cute!! i feel in love with this particular baby whose name im not allowed to mention and picture i am unallowed to take as he is a minor...some girls took pics of them..im just gonna say that if caught eh....legal action does include a jail sentence

so yeah..IT WAS SO FUN !!! i love babies cuz they only cry for 3 reasons

1. they're hungry
2. they're cold
3. they've got a soiled poopie diaper

and when u talk to them, they dont answer back. either stare at u with their big googly eyes or just sleep especially after u feed them.

my fav baby was so adorable..he only cries when he's hungry and squirms about when he wet his diaper but doesnt cry. i make it a point to wrap him up tightly and snugly, kinda like a dumpling cuz HE'S REALLY FAT!! i put him up high in his cot but he always ends up at the bottom within minutes..thats why i call him a dumpling/worm..i missssssssssssssssss him... but oh well

k then came the 2nd week of attachments...this week..in a gynae ward..its everything and anything under the sun about the female reproductive organ(s). alot of abortions so i dont like it there. we saw out very 1st abortion on our 1st day, a mere few hours after our shift started. when my CI picked the fetus up minutes after it had been aborted, it moved and boy did it strike a nerve. it was almost unbearable for yuling and i.

i felt so depressed having to haul myself outta bed and onto the train only to drag my then lifeless,purpose-less body and soul to the ward to witness more abortions and aborted fetuses for the next 4 days. it was agony. i hoped each day to have no MTPT cases in the cubicle i was taking and if i did i wish only to see the aborted fetus. that was it. thankfully that wish did come true. friday came and went.thank god for that.

yuling!!! im gonna miss working with you!!! she and i share the same wave length when it comes to work. ah well...it was super fun working with her!!

peads start next week/tmr. hope its better!! in many ways im looking forward to it and dreading it. shit happens. hits the ceiling. just gotta suck it up and get on with life.

i still have my secret stash of JD in my cupboard away form my mother's prying eyes...GET DRUNK!! wakakakaka..OH SHIT!! MABEL'S LIQUER CHOCS!! ahaha