friday was STAYOVER AT LENNY'S PLACE DAY!!!!
omg it was so so so so so fun!!! taking care of cino and just spending time with her. today we hung out at plaza, were suppose to go to haz's sisters' wedding but we decided to spend more time and thenat the end of the day we fough and i almost lost her. she wanted to break up. but the matter is resolved

only problem is.....
i doubt...
everything now.
mainly cuz of the fear.
one min we're laughin and the next she wants out, outta the relationship, outta my life.

i question my worth.

to everyone i know...
i question...

every situation and every person i feel familiar and secure with.


what is my worth...