these few days have been mindless torture..bio....this is what u get for startgin your revision late cass ahaa...hmm so today wasnt feeling too well and again woke up at 7am for the 2nd time this week...paniced and msged vic [thank god i took her no. from rosh yestersday]

headed down to the grassroots club which is near school for the foster parenting [FP]....so ive seen school for like 6 dayas straight with minimal sleep...so wheee not i guess...brought my portable speakers and headed there half dead and shit..met vic and i had to choose between the baby group and the seniour group....gave vic the blank face and asked what to do in seniour group and it sounded okay..asked about juniour group [rosh likes it so much ahaha guess cuz she's juz like them...3-6yrs ahaha] and found out they were gonne be like hi-5 shit and no way am i gonna do it with them man ahaha i cant stand it ahah...

so went to snr group and the room was freezing cold co immediately jacket came on..thank god i brought it ahah...waited for a long time and then finally the kids came...this small indian boy by the name of haniff was so cute!!! ahaha very friendly and like any other boy his age is obsessed with soccer so yeah..more came and then the older boys got rowdy with their soccer game so the guy incharge was all BREAK IT UP BREAK IT UP!!! and yeah...

got close to these two girls...both 8...shadina and arteeka..they're sisters and just the sweetest cutest things...so adorable!!! ahah they were so cute and initially arteeka was so shy shy and didnt wanna play then she started to talk alot which is good and then all of us kept talking la ahaha there was this other girl called amirah..very pertty and quite tall and she hung out with us la..play with them la then rosh came when it was makan time and then while they go makan i went over to the jnr group...see what they were doing..man the room stank of sweat and food and shoes...'i notice your eyes are always glued to me..keeping them there and it makes no sense at all'..paramore's still stuck in my head...well went back after that then the 3 monkeys were like sejuk sejuk [cold] so i lent them my sweater..the 2 girls share then rosh lent amirah hers...they so cute la!! they were so sweeet!!! their foster mum is so lucky to have them...

went shuffling from that room and the snr group and it was so fun ahaha...played in the jrn group's ball pool thing and then meiqin said that the monkeys were looking for me so i went over and then they gave me these pic they traced and it was so nice of them!!!!..hugged all 3 of them...carried arteeka first then shadina play play not happy then i carried her la..so cute la they!!!...ahah...brought my stuff to show rosh and yiqi ahah i miss my 3 monkeys

was so sad when they had to go..i miss all my 3 monkeys and haniff...those 4 ah..really adorable...i'll scan the things in tmr or something..IT WAS SO SWEEEEET!!!!!
when we left i was like...rosh i miss my 3 monkeys!!! all through the ride to esplanade and during studying...my jacket smells of them...their smell reminds me of my grandma house..that nostalgic small of clothes u know? yeah..so i kept my noce warm and non painful by smelling that...miss my 3 monkeys...

gonna be at my grandma's 80th birthday tmr and food food food~~~~~~ ahahah gonna be a fun day!!!! i love granny!!! ahaha

so well yesterday had a major outburst..feeling better now but i ruined a friendship which im hoping will get better now though my gut tells me otherwise


anw...bio's coming up and no i havent started..when im starting..tmr or friday...someday...
hmmm...im so slacker-ish these days but i havent felt better...i mean like...WOAH talk about revamp man

im hooked onto jeff dunham and peanut comedies ahah..its so fricking funny...

had meeting today in the morn and its was super cool~~~ ahaha i love my group
role play is gonna be so fun...
then had lect and bio tut...ended at 1pm and met gabe then went over and watched jeff dunham...gabe laughed like crap man ahaha so loudly...at peanut and at achmed....

that's a-c-phlegm...ahaha u gotta watch it...

NIAO!!!!

SA-NA-TA-AH -NA..what isit some fricking indian reservation?!?!?! SA-NA-TA-AH-NA....how!!!

im so tired...of everything...

sick of school...sick of home...sick of routine...sick of doing nothing and at the same time sick of doing everything..

tests are coming up and im not preped..not a good thing..


dont like being home cuz i talk the way i do with my friends and then everyone takes me seriously...sis and mum are all anal and fuck with the constant 'why u talk like that? like wanna fight wanna fight...'

fuck la mum ever thought that your boss was right?? you and your confrontational style shit..i dont give a flying fuck bout your 'feedback' sis...what with the entire take it or leave it shit..YOU put it out there so basically YOU are leaving it there for ME to TAKE!!! why the hell are you telling me not to be angry??? JUDGEMENTAL!! fucking hell had enough of this in school

gettin pissed with ppl...hi khai..thanks for patronizing my blog...and thanks for acctually noticing me in school...is haz with u? hmmmm cuz i know that when she's ther its like....INVISIBLE BARRIER THAT CANNOT BE PENETRATED..LETS IGNORE THE ONE U CALL SISTER AND LET HER FEEL WHAT U FEEL IS NORMAL...fucking hell mayb im too prissy but....fuck this man


gabe...i miss u...alot....

finger eleven's one thing..

Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line

If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds

Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds


i just hate how it sounds...