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Tuesday, May 24, 2005,

got back ma results...nt all..juz left geog n ive failed 3 so far..physics wont count if u combine it wit the chem....

well afta skool i went wit bebe to church n bebe didnt hafta tell me that she was meetin shawn..so we juz sat in the rme..same one..everyone was happier...surprise surprise...
well...arnd 4.45 we went to gwc n bebe bought her perfume..

felt kinda left out..both of them were juz talkin to themselves..its damn gay if i hafta go out wit them this weekend n they act like that...thank god thanyalak is comin wit me..

shawn will talk to bebe..bebe talks to bee chng..i'll talk to thanyalak..

im kinda pissed..was still wen i left bebe to go to the cd shop..i juz couldnt stand it...i felt like i was the person they attack fo sme sick jokes they wanna play..u noe 2 can play the same game..i can fuckin die at their hands...i noe they dont hear me

5:39 PM

Monday, May 23, 2005,

managed to get myself outta da hse to go out wit bebe...wad i didnt tell ma rents was that i went out wit bebe n shawn wit his two frens whoses names i can never get..
well...we met at gwc...they wantedto go down to kim seng center to play pool....oh yeah..shawn or his green shirt wearin fren brought his skateboard..

so initially we didnt wanna go down..bebe n i were like...'lets go to cine or heeren..dun b carelafare down there..'
shawn was like..'we follow u but u cannot follow us'..felt kinda bad so we forced ourselves to meet them at the sickening place..juz sat there r watched them play pool fo like 2hrs...by the time they were done..we were alrdy persuaded 5 times n were yawnin like crazy..namely me...but anw..

well...went to the zion road riverside foodcenter..shawn's buddies left to go smoke..damn that was gay i tell u...shawn asked us to go there too..he too was pushed to smoke..i personally got fed up n asked bebe if she wanted to leave to go to yamaha at plaza singapura..agreed n left all dumbfounded...shawn caught up wit us on his skateboard..asked us y we left..he apologized fo the boring day we had but i was too pissed...he had asked me previously hw i felt about his pals...hw i wanted to juz ask him to juz kill them all...well we left..b4 that i had said to him in an insultin tone that he was smellin of smoke..

went to PS wit bebe..told shawn to meet up wit us to talk 1 on 1...agreed to meet at church at 4.40..found out that the guitar shop was closed for renovation so we got a drink n proceeded back to church...

went back to find shawn sleepin in the alter servers rme..alone..yes..so i tried to get them to talk to each other but nope they didnt wanna...shawn went out..i followed..found out y they spat wen they smoke..didnt manage to squeeze out the problems he was facing..he didnt want to..so..yeah..left bebe to talk to shawn..became worse wen i came back..tried to talk to shawn to talk to bebe....nope didnt work...so asked to go to GWC...nope..so got kinda pissed n left first...called shawn n he said that bebe was crying..he is a damn good lier...found out she wasnt but i bought it..damn him..im invitin him to watch a movie wit me n bebe...hopfully this time it'll work...

9:27 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005,

went out wit bebe ystd to GWC....called shawn to join us n he brought his frens n we went to taka afta deciding which mode of transport to take n where to go...it was damn gay but yeah..anw...er....went to kino n managed to talk shawn into being more open to the not so open bebe...n upon careful reflection...im always bringin ppl together in kino...funny rite..anw..i think im gonna stop all this helpfulness cuz it didnt pay off...take the navi n i vs. jas issue...

harmeet here thinks that im the one at fault...so to avoid all further arguements between jas / him..i had to suck it all up..he juz kept on accusin me of being someone that i wasnt n he didnt wanna register that althought navi wasnt entirely involved her name was used in this entire thing..he kept callin her a trouble maker..u noe hw lame that is? he even told me that he was in a delima cuz he had to follow his sister...-confused- WHAT KINDA 17 YR OLD DUDE HIDES BEHIND HIS SIS!!!!!!!!!!!

u noe i was so pissed i was like cryin in a coner while shawn n bebe were talkin away..u noe hw gay that was...lemme tell u it sucked cuz i had ta face his frens again with that 'rudolf the red nose reindeer' face...u noe hw embaressing that was...i think he thinks he dumped me...oh phulese..he aint got no idea what's gonna hit him in the behind wen we get together n sort this thing out....juz u wait harmeet n jaspreet...ur so gonna fuckin die in my hands

9:15 AM