well im a troubled ass now...im thinking of smoking and drinking..im eating more than usual and blowing cash on everything i see [used to be the opp where i dont spend at all]



anw...gonna get my heartagram belt buckle this coming monday...i bought it for 35 bucks WITH a good quality fake leather belt...usual price would be 50 for the buckle itself and 10 more for the belt but i saved like 15 bucks yo!!!

and and and i got myself a heartagram pendant for 15 with chain when market price is 18 on its own+ 3 for the chain...woooot woooot...ahaha..got tonsa shirts...gabe gave me the ac/dc, led zepplin and HIM dark light shirts from KL and i bought a jack daniels shirt and a ramones one too..and and i got that conductor thing thing u know..that vest thing...ahah wheeeeeeeeeeee

k y i dont have the buckle with me is because i didnt have enough cash and i was desperate and the sales lady was equally desperate to make a sale so i paid 15 and told her i'll come back with the remaining 20 another day so i got a card and shtuff and yeah.. cant wait to wear it...now all i need is another non-stick-to-me-skin denim skirt..

so went out with grace yesterday...had a tough time finding her school but i guess bah it was fun then we went over to her place and then went out shopping and walking around plaza...

tired...meow....wanna sleep
these nights i cant seem to sleep properly..very light sleep...and then like on thurs night 11.50 when i had juz hit the 'elasping into deep sleep' mode esther calls and im not happy...then they say dunno dunno what and the phone passes to em so he then tells me that he wants his guitar and needs it tmr morn but then i wont be home and went on with me mumbling some craze ass shit and he saying yeah yeah dunno dunnno bah...put the phone down after what felt like 5 years of mindless ramblings...no apology..

nvm

i leave the guitar as planned and leave for a day of fun...around 4 he calls saying that he cant come...still no apology and i get mad, screaming my head off at my poor phone in the fashion with grace beside me shocked outta her lack of socks socks [ankle socks geddit?]

he finally apologizes in what sounds unsincere but i cant care now...get home chill...try to sleep at 1 am...then the msgs come in..msg after msg after msg and it was like being held at gun point...omg..i wanted to cry..im switching off my phone tonight...i need goooood sleep

going to vivo tmr with ma fam, its kinda like my 3rd home [tiong baruh being my 2nd]...hoping to get a denim skirt tmr...and maybe some cute accessories....

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- a full body weight loss treatment [fully paid for]
- all paid for shopping spree whenever i want
- gym membership
- TONS OF NEW GUITARS AND ACCESORIES!!!
- ALLOWED piercings...

1. The person who tagged u is: roshini DANAAAAAABALAN [XD]

2. Your relationship w her is: ma sista yo...

3. Your 5 impressions of her: caring,funny,high,irrational [which can be a good thing] and...SUPERCALIFRAGILISTICEXPEALIDOCIOUS!!!

4. The most memorable thing he had done for you: cheer me up whenever i was down and wanted to like kill my sanity [or lack there of]

5. The most memorable words that she had said to u: "dun worry la cass..got me la!!!' ahaha YEAH!!

6. If she becomes your lover, you will? : i will kick the maker of this quiz thang..WTF IS WRONG WIT CHU?!?!?!?

7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on: not les though some girls do like me..hmmm

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will? : break myself down cuz i lost my very true and dear friend

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: dun really wanna think about that..

10. The most desire thing you would like to do for her now is? : i have no idea..partly cuz the sentence phrasing is so bad...

11. Your overall impression of her: rosie the rotaract pandi,fun, caring and BUDDY!!!

12. How do you think people around u will feel about u: kinda caring, got their back SONNNN and will try to put a smile on their faces..

13. The character u love about yourself is: the ability to say what's on my mind

14. On the contrary, what character u hates about yourself: my paranioa [sp?]

15. The most ideal person I would like to be: dunno...dont know any ideal ppl..hah

16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:love u guys and thanks for having ma back..

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
dont be a party pooper!!! DO IT!!! WAKAKAKA
-graaaaace hoho!!
-gabe
-beatrice
-brenda
-SISSAYFARTS!!!
-esther
-kath
-geok
-kelyn
-feeeeeeeeeeeeedora!!!


Who's #2 having relationship with: i think she's single...

Is #9 a female/male: female

If #1 & #10 be together, will it be a good thing: noooooooooooooooooooo....

How about #3 & #4: hmmmmm aahahhaha

#2 studying about: mechatronics...god knows what that is

When was the last time you chatted with #3:long time ago via msn

What kind of music does # 8 like: dunnnno

Does #6 has any siblings? : an older sis

Will u woo # 3? : no and she's wooing someone..i think

How about #7?: nooooope...

Is #4 single: i think so...

Surname of #5: KWEK!!!! MY SISTERRRRR

What’s the hobby of #5: acareaking...

#3 studying at: SP..interior design and dunno dunno what

Have u try developed feelings for #8? : nope...dont think i wanna either..i like to be straight me

Where does #9 live: hougangish area..right?

What colour does #4 like: black...grey..i think..i see her in alot of those shades

Are #1 & #3 best friend: nope.. dunno each other

Does #7 like #2?: no...never in a million years

How do you know #2.: camp jeremiah

Does #5 has pet: no...we have pet goldfish..that count??


have fun!!!!! im going back to watching dvds....wheeeee

so mum juz came home [8pm]...gabe came over today around 11 left around 5pm..why am i not happy??

i havent been the pass 3 days...everyday i wake up and im in the worse mood ever..why..thats u cant know...i'm driving myself mad

so now how do i intend to spend the 4 weeks of hols [though i'd really love to get back to attachments..i lost 2 kg woot woot]....exercise and methods to lose weight fast..i wanna be down to 52 again...im 55..im on the way there...

gonna meet rosh tmr at vivo at 4 so im gg to like...exercise b4 that..light lunch and then of to orchard library then down to vivo...yeah!!

bah....time to meditate...days are not so good....