When Cookie Met Milk.

Saturday, March 10, 2007,

i love plays...watchin them reminds me of my momentary child actress days

watched titoudao..its about the raise to fame of this wayang actress..dad cldnt find a parking lot so he headed home but i felt really bad cuz he wanted to watch the show alot..pouts

so yeah n my feet r battered cuz i wore my red unseasoned heels..the play was uber good n afta that we had to rush down to bugis to take a train n we bought these champange truffles that r heavenly..

feet were dying but they managed to escape with a small blister here n there..they didnt fall off so its okay

watching/listening the making of the funeral of hearts vid n ville's voice is so deep ahaha omg ohfjknfbufarousedjsnofbongojrngubrdgbaso
decode that if u can..compared to his english speaking voice..its soooo much lower..omg so hot!!

meowth..bah bored

9:47 PM

Friday, March 09, 2007,

well today..not a good day..i found out hw much an ex is [in the form of a major blow to the heart n head] and hw i juz cant go out with a guy even in a group..i juz cant..

ow ow ow headache..i got a purtay new purse/clutch...whee happy happy me ahaha...nw all i need is a new bag n pencil case whee but thats for later...

uber dehydrated frm today's swim n tan session..mayb thats y im havin the headache nw..im tryin to drink as much water as possible but ow ow ow pain!!..

i miss mark alot to day..a little too much cuz when i saw him come online i kinda almost fainted and fogged out..yeah and matt,adam n ville dont seem to help but i cant stop lookin at them cuz they're too damn hot..daily drug that must b consumed..k consumed not so but u get what i mean..oh n i only took in 400++ calories today if i counted correctly

k short post cuz my day was boring yay for me n cya ppl

10:54 PM

Thursday, March 08, 2007,

did i tell u hw fun it is to catch up with old pals..
i didnt tell u hw much fun i had on tuesday with beatrice n candice n yes yes i noe hw late it is but yea i really had loadsa fun

we talked n shopped like crazy at far east shoppin center..hiked to the RELC building hidden deep in the forest of tanglin..spent smetime there then went back to far east n yes i got my long awaited shades...

walked over to taka n got ma mags at kino yay..bea had to leave us to meet her mum or smething i cant rmb properly..walked with candice to heeren n cine then got caught in the rain cuz the umbrella was useless and got blown upside down therefore forcing me to run to shelter..

i forgot that runnin gets u soaked faster..stupid rite hahah sheesh..called ma sis to pick me up frm tbp cuz i was soaked n cold so i didnt wanna get colder by the time u got hme.yeah ahahah yeah

im into the TBS n TAI mood nw adays..its funky fresh dudes..i'll make a special post for adam,matt and william pics soon...

im gg red eyeshadow tmr..n im sick of fashion catchin up to me..ive been doin white eyeshadow these few days n then i flip thru woman's weekly n find MY look in it..wtf is wrong with these ppl!?!?!? im sick of it!!!

8:38 PM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007,

juz read the K! interview with ville n scared myself with how similar they r [yes i finally bought myself mags..2 K! mags.wanted to buy AP too but was low on the greens]

1.ville had a major fight last yr with his girl 8 mnths ago,mark n i had our major fight 8 days ago
2.they both describe relationships as a test with the phrase 'shit hit the fan'
3.their frankness is expressed with such calmness that it intrigues u to continue listenin
4.simple men
5.experts in their respective leagues

5 points may not seem alot but seriously the resemblence is too great to not shake my soul
speaking of shake..
i was sittin on the sofa waiting for sis n melia to return frm their lunch buying spree while watching martha stewart or smething else insignificant to me..

so there i was,sitting happily on the sofa when i start shaking vigorously..mayb not shaking but swaying forward and back.i thought it was just me but dude...it wasnt..i stood up for awhile b4 sitting back down but i cldnt stop swaying..so i sat there for a little while more b4 gg over to check if if the water moved..

no movement..so i guess i was gg crazy but then afta eating lunch i saw this announcement floating at the bottom of the screen saying that there was an earthquake in indonesia,6.6 on the ricktor scale, and tremors could b felt in singapore..then i was like...O.o shocked beyond shocked and went hysterical..screaming like mad n pointing at the tv screen saying hw creeped out i was..

so thats my interesting part of the day...oh n YAY!!! i got into nyp's nursing...yay...rosh too so we're technically gg to school together again..XD yayness i wont b alone!!!

adam n chantell r engaged..they got hitched on valentine's day this yr..thats so sweet..

i also had a weird dream of matt[tbs]..we were in love in sme correctional facility n we were to b posted to seperate places so we were tryin very hard to spend our time together b4 gg our seperate ways..it was so sweet man the dream..ahaha funny thing was that i spent 2 over hours lookin at adam pics n watching adam n matt vids b4 sleeping..therefore i conclude that thinking of adam makes me dream of matt

1.they're so cuuute!! ahah matt's so adorable!!

2.adam n chantell [the cute couple]

3.look hw short matt is!!

4.the couple!! awww XD

9:35 PM

Sunday, March 04, 2007,

i guess ive always been afraid of life..

afriad of trippin over something
afriad of admittin my weaknesses
afriad of making mistakes
afriad of the dark
afriad of being unloved

but right now..im afriad of being loved
there seems to be more problems in a relationship because of me
or am i just psycoing myself into thinking that way..

im a 16 and 9 mnths teen with a plumpish body with skin probs such as massive pimple break out and eye bags and chapped lips..thick legs..fat tummy and nails that looked cut in a rush..muscles at the wrong places and non existing eyebrows
what im proud of is my skin that happens to be naturally smooth,super skinny wrists and originality/spontaneousness XD

yes sometimes i do wanna b the picture perfect model-like girls in the mag or be girl living in NJ with parents that allow me to dye my hair n let me get away with a small scolding when i get facial piercingS..sometimes i wish i was born with natural beauty and that my eyesight was perfect..i wish i was super talented like hayley frm paramore or adam from TBS or brandon from incubus..i wish i could have super high metabolism rates and therefore wont put on weight so easily...I WISH I COULD SCREAM 'I NEED TO GAIN WEIGHT'

but we gain some we lose some in life..and flaws make us beautiful..i know my inner beauty screams and projects much further than what people see but sometimes i wanna be what i project in my mind...perfectly beautiful...

i know u feel the same way i do..everyone's been/are gg thru it now...
[so this is what we're up against]

5:29 PM