got back early today

today
this very very depressing day.

woke up indecisive
left the house forgetting cash and know 'shit today's not gonna be good'

hit the train..squished like crazy as usual

got to city hall...already on the train..shit forgot sab's mars bar..hmmmm alright so yeah...

walked to school alone again....alone..friday..alone

never mind that..school sucked..but it sucked even more after school...feel like i just got dumped..fucked up shit yeah but whatever u know?? life goes on too fast
school piling up so what to do..move the hell on and harden my heart. like ive done

made a song..smoked 4 straight and felt better..
was reaching for the whiskey when momma came bustin thru them doors...

im a sad little girl now but heck it i got ma baby boy. he can make me happy even when im dead down