Monday, September 28, 2009,
just my 4 pillars. XD and my cino baby baby baby love.
5:36 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009,
its official. URTI has hit me for the 4th time now. i experience the following:
-severe sore throat
-copious amounts of phlegm that refuse to come out
-runny nose
-pain in my left ear upon swallowing
-hoarseness of voice and [this is new]
-generalized weakness
i think im hypoxic..subtle. but hypoxic none the less. maybe
whatever.
you know i hate myself. alot today
yesterday was just pure..evil.
didnt sleep at all.
parents were naggy.
i screwed up big time and lost my close friend..im so stupid. i want to kill myself really.
when i did manage to catch a short nap, i was interrupted countless times cuz the insurance agent was outside talking to them and they were laughing. any louder and they would be mistaken for having their own lil F1 race. so technically..i didnt nap at all.
then at night the symptoms started and they got worse today.
tmr i begin attachments.the next day is hell on earth and i wont have one of my pillars with me.
cassandra you fool
how could you do something like that!?
you fool...
6:44 PM
