effing hurts....ears...bleeding...rawr!!!!! theyve got puss in em.....n they're stuck to my earings....they hurt wen i take em out...i wanted to cry wen i took them out...alot of blood n alchol on the scene..my ears!!!!

[incubus-wish you were here]

I dig my toes into the sand
The ocean looks like
A thousand diamonds
Strewn across a blue blanket
I lean against the wind
Pretend that I am weightless
And in this moment
I am happy, happy

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were hereI
, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here

I lay my head onto the sand
The sky resembles
A backlit canopy
With holes punched in it
I’m counting ufos
I signal them with my lighter
And in this moment
I am happy, happy

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were hereI
, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here

The world’s a rollercoaster
And I am not strapped in
Maybe I should hold with care
While my hands are busy in the air
Saying

I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were here
I, wish you were
Here
Wish you were here
---

incubus really speaks to me...

[incubus: i miss you]
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn’t think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can’t explain.
So would I be out of line if I said,
I miss you?

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I’m wasting away.
I know I’ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you.
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beautifully written
explains everything i feel inside
he's online now
yet i haf to remind myself that he's hers
not ment for me
and oh how this pain just keeps growing
aching heart of mine. when will this end?