i love the way
you frown when
you're so determined
to get whatever you're doing
done.
that adoring laughter
you have.

a deep warm voice
that works in my body
like a mega-phone.
and the way you push your specs up
when they try to drop off.

i know i can't have you
because
your heart's with another.

i know
you have never taken
a single glance at me
no matter how many
lies i've told myself.

you tap your pen
against the table
when you're bored
many do see that as annoying
but i find it tolerable
and rather....okay.

ive moved on.

when you're around
i look rather 'dead'
cuz i hold on
to some......
hope.

i'll be gone soon.

so this is my final goodbye.

[damn i sound like a stalker]