i ditched work today to stay at home and rest/slack
i havent been sleepin well for the whole week..i dunno why but i juz cant sleep..spend like 3 over hours tossing n turing,waking and snoozing b4 sleepin at like 7am,leavin me only 45 mins to rest b4 gettin up n gettin ready for work..
torment..mild insomia for 7 days can kill

anw..mark n i havent been talkin but atleast we're not fighting..so great improvement on our relationship
gabe came over today to spend sometime with me but then sis n melia came over n he bcame sad so we then watched heroes n channel surfed for what felt like eternity b4 we were alone n able to talk n solve our probs..
he left at 6.30...afta the rain died down..

had loadsa stuff fo dinner n therefore feel fat..im so gg to run in the morning..i dont care!!! IM FAT!!!
bea's starting work AGAIN with me since she aint leaving for aust now..we're plannin on gettin pierced during break on monday but im juz afraid they wont allow me to get a trans one..i really dun wan ma mum to find out..or ma sis..or dad meow juz hope no infection occurs wadsoever
lakisha frm AI is so cool!!!! i love her voice!!! but it scares me but its soooo coool
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i told gabe about jojo's song 'how to touch a girl' and he thought of it in a sick way..i mean..i need someone who can tug at my heartstrings..i dont care about he good his hand is..guys...wad can i say