im done moping arnd..i guess..OMG!!! MCR VID!! brb...

-3 mins later-
back...they were playin 'im nt okay'..was hopin it to b helena..nw am watchin simpsons....

well...i think im over him but then there's this like...wad...20% of me...that still cant get over him..im kinda confused cuz i dunno if i should go to meetin tmr...sam says that its sme golden award thing...where they like write stuff about you..i wanna c wad they're gonna write bout me but then..i dun even wanna show ma face there..there's so much tension durin meeting..there's so little..fun!!

y did i get myself involved in this shit!!!!!