wads the point of having a hot bod and a prety face when you're not one bit eloquent. sheesh.what a waste.yeah so bah.

anw tmr's my foundations of nursing lecture and no im nt prepared..kinda sucks and scared and ARGH!!! but the show must go one!!! im running on queen music fuel and green tea...
feeling like an empty shell in school nowadays..i juz wanna be alone and i will be..thank god for the break and during that time, i'll be in italy enjoying myself and not caring about what lies here in this wretched land of bullshits.

yes i hate this place..alot and i wanna get outta here asap.
anw yeah i hate me now..and everything now.i thought i had a fresh starts. no i dont.
its fucking high school now.fucking bullshit now. fucking break me down now before i bury myself 6ft under.

its all the way to the bottom of the bottomest pit.yeah i did it to myself.and if thats who u think i am then be it.let me say what i wanna say dont comment. oh how i felt those hands around my neck pulling tighter till the air left me for a goood hour.

misery business is a great song. i love it. recording it now on my mp3 cuz i aint got a downloading server.

so yes. im tired. i need to be alone.atleast for now.i see your judgements i know your thoughts but im too tired to fight. everytime i do, it just brings me more fatigue. so whats the point.i'd explain n u wont understand. you wont and i know that for sure.

im tired
im tired
i need rest

anywhere but here.
one day i'll have the opportunity to do the same thing u did to me
but i wont take it
im just too tired

okay. so wad else can i say. my life sucks. unfit, fat,unglam,ugly and always looking like someone else..
but is it bad??
i cant tell now..well
what i wanted to post today was to upload pics and stuff but im in no mood...
wish me luck for my auditions for teenage icon on the 2nd of june

cya guys later