this fucking sucks major ass cracks an chicken dumplings
im dead down..i dunno why im only good around gabe and then moping about the place...nothin seems to work..
it was all about yesterday..
well about today

PASSED MY MALAY!!! min 30marks over 50..booyah..nuh uh...its la shiiiiiiiiiibuya!!!!!! ahahaha
tai's coming along with the headliners eg MXPX,gym class,cobra starship,a7x...so 150 bucks juz to watch tai...gonna have to rethink it...amanda says no go..kinda agree with her reasons...

bah..em still hasnt told me if im in or nt...5 more days till the show and i need the stuff if the final decision is in my favour.

i cant get HIM outta my head..nor the fact that ville's so torn..how it breaks my heart..

sigh
today...got to school at 9.45am..1hr and 15mins earlier than my supposed start of school time..met gabe who wasnt too good and didnt exactly help with the mood of the day setting..made me feel worse..so i moped to lt after shit happened...

kelyn mistook the timings of lecture by an hour short so i was alone for like an hour in lt revising malay like this insane half hearted kid with green and purple eyeliner and her trusty grey fuzzy jacket instead of payin attention..mp3s are a gift from god..they truly are.,.

alethea made evrything better..she was so nice to allow me to join her in our 1 hr conquest to cram cram cram malay for the oral test..her friends are really nice...I KNOW WHO LIKES HER!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ITS SOMEONE EVERYONE LOVES AHAHAH!!!!

well went first for the malay thing and became the magaphone for the whole malay class thingum..gave everyone hints on what to focus..i forogt alot of stuff but managed to secure 30marks..im happy ahah but nt happy enough..

whats a padywack?? hmmm...tai's coming down..wheee..when will HIM come down?? never? yeah..when will ville get better?? when will i feel lighter?? bah..

my heart's a graveyard baby
and in evil we make love
on our passion's killing floor
in my arms you wont sleep safely
and in lust we are reborn
in our passion's killing floor. - H.I.M, passion's killing floor

venus doom..out aug 2007