monday was a public holiday cuz hari raya fell on a sunday so lenny and i hung out at gwc. watched the ugly truth which is a great show! chick flick yes but funny none the less. then it was off to ion orchard but we didnt stay long cuz the crowd was suffocating and i hated it. so then off to taka then to HMV and then to lenny's.

tuesday lenny had shift (A&E) so i met her after that.

wednesday was out with squid and sab. headed over to marina barrage to fly rainbow kite! [pictures on facebook]. the sun was SCORCHING HOT!! UNFORGIVING!! got sunburns on my face in the shape of my shades, forearms and mid thigh down. i thank god i wore a long sleeve shirt and rolled it up..yes it was black and i did pay for it but forearms better than whole arm sunburn so yesssss happy!!! sab was feeling faint so we headed off to marina square [marina barrage is a smoke-free facility!! fuck!!!] for milkshakes and well deserve fag sessionssss. after that was done i headed off the lenny's where i was manja-ed due to my sunburns. i surprised her by saying i couldnt stay over that night and when she found out she was estatic!! heeee. bought calamol lotion [calamine and menthol all in one for painful itchy sunburns..thanks baby love] and ive been applying it for 3 days now. no peeling so far and the tenderness has vamoooshed.

thursday woke up, had breakfast with lenny at the coffee shop opposite her house and then dropped her off at work. i hated that part. sigh. then i headed home.

then today! home the whole day. woke up at 2.30pm. nice.

tmr i have no idea what's in store for me. its probably along the lines of following mum and dad or heading over to len's. i'll decide later. i have alot of alone time now since lenny's asleep.

my poor love is sick. nose blocked, sore throat, lymph nodes on right side swollen and her left ones are semi swollen and she's running a fever too. sigh my poor baby. tmr she's heading over to the docs so maybe i'll head down.

kinda looking forward to the 1 month attachments starting next week. excited yet dreading it but i know it'll pass real fast since we're back in the ward system. means back to routine! something im comfortable with but not too happy about. i feel useful but with the cloud of 'student nurse' looming over me, i feel kinda mentally challenged too. ah well nothing new.

next week the dread comes from something else. something personal that i dont wanna talk about. we're prepared, i am too. i just worry for u love. just be safe. i love you.

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